Thursday, September 23, 2010

Here in lies the rest of my life.... Record deal SIGNED!

I cant believe its here the moment I have dreamed of, thought about, replayed and recreated in my head 100 times. I'm about to embark on the only thing Ive ever truly wanted to do. I'm about to leave my family, friends, bed and comfort zone for the unknown, to pursue this dream. I never knew what it would feel like when I got here, I couldn't imagine if I would even know when it was here. Its here and I feel like I can take some quick breaths...but all I want is more. I want the next step, the next push, to cross off the next bucket list item. I think I will always want more, strive for more. I am not sure I Will ever get to a place where I will feel complete. I don't know if my dreams will all feel full filled. Will I know when I'm there? Who will be there with me? Who will have dissipated?

I always knew I would accomplish this ...now that its here I cant believe I did it. I am getting to live my dream, this small town Merton girl, raised by a single mom and with nothing.. is here. I am making the impossible possible. When I think about how I got here I know I did it. Alone. Without direction. Without help. On my own accord. With my own rules. I pushed me. I thought of the next step, the next course. I believed in me, always without fear, without doubt. I'm here cause of me.

I am not saying I didnt have people behind me rooting for me all the way cause I did, I do and its AAMA-zing. The team of KB writers, band members, fans, managers, family and etc is incredible and they have rallied all the way. "I wouldnt be the woman I am today if not for those I've loved along the way"

I know that the "real work" is just starting but the thing this all changes is this.... I have spent the last almost 7 years convincing clubs, festivals, booking agencies, band members, radio stations and everyone in between I am good enough, I am worthy, I am worth the risk.
NOW all I have to do is produce on that risk, and rock it. -Done and Easy.

Prove the risk takers right and the dream squashers wrong.
Here in lies the rest of my life.
 
*All you gotta do is believe. *
~K

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